Cikgu Jerry

           So today I woke up as usual, and up until the evening, everything is normal. But then I found out that I was accepted into an interview for a place in an IPG or maktab. So to be honest I wasn't truly excited but I have to say I'm glad that I was accepted because so many people applied for this and yet so many failed. The prospect of me being a teacher is not something that I am aiming but, then again, we can't expect anything in life. Who knows maybe 10 years from now I'll be known as Cikgu Jerry. Haha. I was offered the English subject, which I like and then I dislike (huh? how on earth?). Well I like English because it gives me the opportunity to express my feelings in a more fashionable way. And if I were to become a teacher I hope that I can instill the beauty in expressing feelings through English in my students. The vast ways of writing in English enables one to create his own way of writing thus exemplifying his feelings. That is why I prefer English novel rather than Malay novel (no offense to Bahasa Melayu but I have to be honest, sorry) because I can access the author's mind through his or her writing. So I hope as a teacher (if I were to become one that is) I would not do the same mistake as most of the English teachers in Malaysia do which is teaching for the sake of teaching. I mean, most of the English teachers now teach grammars and vocabularies to students without exposing them to the true beauty of English. They strictly follow reference books and textbooks until the students usage of English become almost machine-like, churning out words that they know in English but never truly 'loved' them. That is why some students' compositions are weak although they have a creative idea. They just cannot find the words in English to as I mentioned earlier exemplify further their ideas. All the words they knew are the words their teacher repeatedly say in class. Therefore, I say that teachers should broadened their scope of teaching English to students. They should explain to students why writing 'perpetually bereft of companionship' is better than 'forever alone' although they have the same meaning. How adding metaphors to sentences can really make a difference. Teach the students to 'love' English. HOWEVER, the reason I dislike English is quite an ironic one. Well it's VERY hard to teach someone English until they can 'love' it and transform it into into an art. I have the experience of teaching someone English and boy was it hard. I can't imagine teaching a whole class of them! But, as a teacher (again, if i become one) I will do my best to help my students. I really respect two of my English teachers when I was still in SMK which were Madam Dayang and Miss Jamalisah. They were the ones that truly teaches english for the sake of lovng English. So, thank you teachers. Well, I know God have planned me a great path in the future. And if by then I will be known as Cikgu Jerry, I will make sure that I 'll do everything that I wrote here today. So that's all, PEACE OUT! GBU!

Sakit kepala yang amat....

OK so this morning after I went to church, I went for a nap in my bedroom. I woke up, cooked (actually reheat last night's dinner), ate and went online. But just a few minutes into facebook, I felt this slow but agonising pain running through my head. I tried to continue but I just can't. So I decided to log off and head to bed. But my parents told me to do the dishes(again) and I obeyed. Weird. Usually I would obey them but not before firing a few silent not-good-if-your-parents-hear words. So I was doing the dishes wen the pain got really, I mean REALLY worse. I can barely stand on my own two feet.. So I hastily finished my work and quickly went to lie down on my bed thinking this pain was just a sign of  fever. But as soon as I lied down  I realised the pain haven't subsided in fact it was getting worse and worse.. It was so painful that I rolled around in my bed several times.. The sounds around me was drowned by the throbbing of my pain (yes, i can 'hear' the pain imagine that). I couldn't stand it anymore so I struggled to get on my feet to ask my mother if some painkillers are available in the house. As soon as she saw me she said 'Why? Are you having a fever' and then my father said 'Atokei! You're so red! Even your eyes are red! Are you okay?' My sister repeated the statement. I felt strange so I ran to my room (yeah I ran) and looked myself in the mirror. And boy that's where I knew how bad I was. I was completely red as if I was hanged upside down. And my eyes looked like I got a bad case of conjunctivitis(motoon).. I haven't looked and felt this sick since I......err....I don't want to talk about that incident because it reminded me of her..So my mother said that that I should go see a doctor. But I said let me eat a tablet of painkiller and rest and if the pain still lingers then I'll see a doctor. So I took a tablet of it and rested in my room. I tried so hard to deal with the pain and eventually (thank God) I fell asleep. A few hours later I woke up feeling a little better. And now here I am writing this post feeling perfectly healthy. I still wonder how I got that major headache. All I can say is thank the Lord Jesus Christ for giving me a quick recovery.. Prais the LORD!!

Kecewa.....

So how was it? You might think of me badly now or you might not even give a damn about this.. well I do..I really do.. I give a FUCKING damn to what happened to us.. Seriously.. I thought you were better than this.. I apologized and yet you said it's not necessary? Well I tried again and again you opted to decline it.. You even said something that truly state where we are right now.. I shouldn't have moved my hand back then..I thought that was the perfect moment to explain it all to you.. So what if you're making a joke?! That 'joke' hurts you know.. It was all a mistake.. Yep a huge part of it is for me to blame.. but you should have heard me first..
Now I would think twice before talking to you.. Although it hurts so bad.. so bad... -dikopi dan pasta-

Bored

Yes I'm bored. That's why this post is here. My friends are not yet active in Facebook. So a few comments here and there and here I am writing a new post for my blog. Oh yes, I changed my profile picture to Ultraman. The reason is that I support the victims of child abuse. Haha, yeah right I just follow my friends who also changed their prof pic too Ultraman. I'm bored that's why. A lot of statuses i saw on facebook just now concerns BERSIH, love and their usual daily activities (which we don't care by the way).. But from that, i can see a lot of people not liking BERSIH. Well I don't give a damn what they're doing. Hahaha. But that THING from yesterday is still bothering me.... shit...

World of Warcraft: Defence of The Ancients

Since I have just made a blog (and the fact that I'm bored in my house) I might as well post about my little venture into the world of DoTA. Yep, laugh all you want but I managed to keep my life busy with this game. I mean at first I really don't like this game because it's really complicated but once you got the hang of it it's really addictive. My friends Vilddy and Oboy were the ones who pulled me into this. Haha, tidak bah.. Actually I got jealous of them because they always talk about this game whilst I was sitting there looking completely oblivious to them. Old trick. So I decided to learn tis game no matter what. So what did I do? Well I asked them what hero is the easiest to play with. The reply? Vasilij Zracijev (betulkah ejaan tu?) aka Dwarven Sniper. It really was a good beginners hero. So from that point on, I learnt the game mechanics and the items. I also looked up on Playdota.com for item builds. Hehe. So I'll list the heroes I played so far with my comments.

Dwarven Sniper - A good hero with long range weapons (very long). But only good for team fights and KS'ing people. Not a good idea when playing with Vilddy..

Lina Inverse - Another good hero with a very strong ultimate. However the attack animations are really slow
especially the stun (lupa nama skill).

Lion - One of my feared hero. His(or her because it says lion the witch but he/she sounded more like my father,LOL) Impale can really I mean REALLY annoying. His Hex can turn your mighty hero into a chicken.And his Ultimate can finish you off before you can say 'F**K'. A really good hero.

Venomancer - My FAVOURITE HERO. Not only good 1vs1 but even 1vs5 once you build him up. His poison skills are deadly mith a mixture of DPS and slow. His ultimate poison nova can finish off heroes in a slow manner. MUAHAHAHA.

Luna Moonfang - This hero really owns you 1vs1. Her ultimate(lupa lagi nama skill) can destroy in mere seconds. But is pretty useless in team fights if your aiming to kill a hero.

Yurnero- A very cool hero with cool skills. His Blade of Fury can destroy creeps in a last-hit manner. his Ultimate Omnislash is a really awesome move. He cuts through the hero like slicing a butter with a hot knife several times dealing thousands of damage.

Slithice - One of my favourite and feared hero. Her combination of Ensnare and Mirror Illusion can really make your day a bad one or a good one depending on whether you are playing her or playing aginst her.

There are other heroes i played (Invoker, Tauren Chieftain, Axe,Viper, and many more) in which I had little success with.  It's too many so I'll save it for another day. My rant on DoTA will never end. I'm getting addicted to this game. My aim? To achieve Rampage on 1vs5 fight Insane level. HAHAHAHAHA!!
                      

Blog? why?

Ok so this may not be the first time i made a blog but well the old one is..um..how to say it..ugly. So i decided to make a new one.. Hooray for me.. hahaha...I now my blog may look simple but hey what's important is the post right?

Testing.

Ok guys this my blog.. haha..